Disappointment

I have so much stuff to do. My top priority is Inazuma Eleven GO season 2. Guess what???!!!! Inazuma GO got a season 2 ohohoh.
Okay, enough of that. This is an important year in which I'll be sitting for PMR but guess what guess what?! I'm to busy stuffing myself with Tumblr, anime/manga, Digital coloring, pixiv and more online stuff.

This is year is the most pathetic years, I manage to spend a few days sleeping around 3 doing my delayed homework. I don't really up to it y'know? I don't want to do homework. I wanna have fun and draw and anime and create my dream games but school is certainly a super villain that keeps fun away. It's really hard for me to be normal, I AM ABNORMAL so teacher can't expect me to be one.

I think my parents are disappointed in me. My grades are falling, lazy girl who won't do homework or housework, spending time in front of laptop. I am disappointed in myself for making my parents disappointed. That's all I have to say.

Dearest,
Sabie- the one who wishes a lot of courage to live.

I Only Update When I wanted to Confess

Uwaiii!!! Schools are so busy, I wish I'll survive.

Dear blog which I haven't logged into for a few months, I think? There was this camp called Mind A for 3 days and 2 nights at my school 2 weeks ago. You wouldn't have known how fun yet torturing the camp was. Seriously, I slept at 12 AM and woke up at 2 AM and there's no more sleep after that == But all goes well, ends well.

I like the system at my new school. The teacher pushes us more into grammar correcting and guess what? I think this is the first time I've ever been told to do correction for my Malay essay. Well, it's not really as fun as the class activity in SMAB but the students here are childish and it's very enjoyable talking to them. I got myself a nickname: Sabie. Hehe... Ooh and I lovelovelove the Art Class! Can't miss it!

I was a candidate for a Religion Speech Competition aha.aha.aha.... I've never been into one and I feel so wrong to become a candidate. Wasn't my choice anyway so can't blame me.

Gahhh! So many folios to do.. Malay folio, History, Geography etc....

Just got my Tetanus shot and it still hurts.

There's this group in FB that I joined. It's a group especially for Malaysian who loves drawing anime-style. There are 2 groups actually. The original one was way to full and so many trolls so the admin did a new one. It's very enjyable and the admin was kind but.....
Lately, I was very disappointed that the admin posted his drawing of a girl, saying that's the group's mascot. There has been a few peoples including me that suggest "Create A Group Mascot" competition a few months earlier and the admin says that the group is very busy at the moment and none of us bothered to ask anymore until he suddenly, innocently came up with a drawing, saying that's the group's mascot! How selfish is that??!!!

Then, he always do competition and set a title. He'll be the judge. Seriously?! One's perspective is not enough to judge an art since everyone's view are different. Who know if the admin loves robot and then suddenly, someone draw robot and the admin give 100 stars while there's another person that draws kira-kira magical girl and the drawing was so awesome but the admin don't really care cause that's not his type?!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.........

Continuing, there's a guy in the group but he's not an admin. His drawing is undeniably awesome but he has this same face syndrome. I can't stand watching different character with same face over and over again but noooooo... Most members worship him as if he's a god or something but his anatomy is mostly off, the eyes too big but am I the only one realizing this stuff?!

Namie-kun always draw cute faces and people say she also have the same face syndrome but I could see the differences in every art whe made and everything was just too gorgeous too bear. If by any chance Namie is stumble upon my blog, I LOVE YOU NAMIE-KUN!!!  Okay.. okay, I really admires Namie-kun and she's my favorite artist and she's my idol and inspire me to draw frills and more awesomeness!

End of my rant.

Super Long Rant

As mentioned above. Ufufu

First of all, I would like to explain the reason why I haven't been posting...post for a long time. Well, I'm not really am the type who is able to log in and log out all the time. What I'm trying to say is, I'm lazy to log in. You see, I have multiple email account and on top of that, I've joined a lot of websites using different email account so when I log into blogger then log into that website, one of them will automatically be logged out and be forced to sign in with the current active account. It's okay if you can't understand what I'm trying to explain here, all you gotta know is that I'm lazy to log in. That's why most website I've joined has the 'keep me logged in forever' box checked. It didn't really say forever but I just want to get the point straight.

Currently, I'm very very very obsessed with Inazuma Eleven GO. I once used to keep up with Inazuma Eleven and Inazuma Eleven GO is the newest installment for Inazuma Eleven. Yet again, I got obsessed with the characters and to the point of claiming them as my husband, boyfriend etc. There's this particular girl named Yamana Akane that I like so much. She is cute, has droopy eyes, soft and cute voice, quite and has a great admiration for the soccer team captain where she call him by adding 'sama' which is the term for calling someone greater, powerful and a higher ranking. I draw her so much that I got a self proclaimed 'Akane Syndrome'. I draw her almost anywhere, without having to think, my hand move on its own and start doodling or drawing Akane. Heck, I even see Akane everywhere I go OTL I fall in love with a few fictional male characters.... and go fangirl over them.

This year is such a busy year, not only that I have an important public exam and the teachers are trying to kill us with the so called homework, I even set big goals for 2012. I plan on finishing drawing 100 Inazuma Eleven characters, 100 Inazuma Eleven GO characters and 20 Touhou characters. My mom give me the green light to buy stuff online. Don't know what to say rather than grin happily. Finally, I'll get to buy my long awaited and admired Inazuma Eleven Cosplay jersey *tears of glory*. For those who don't know what a cosplay is, it's a short form for costume playing and we dress up as a fictional character. I seriously want to be a hardcore otaku and planned a lot of things to buy. Well, mostly.. okay, all of them involve Inazuma Eleven/GO! I want to buy all the goodies and poster~!

My stalking activity is over the limit. I stalked way to many website just for some Inazuma update; twitter, pixiv, deviantart, facebook, wiki, fanpop, fanfiction, tumblr, blogger, niconicodouga and youtube. It's fun you know, stalking. Many artist from pixiv are great artist and I often spend minutes observing their artwork and I think I have a slight improvement now :D!

Great news, my dad got a new work oversea and the job offers a great salary. Maybe I won't be able to see my dad as often as before but he's doing this for his family too right? I can't be all that selfish though I'm really sad.... Anyhow, I told my dad that I wanted a Nintendo 3DS JPN version and a whole serious of Inazuma Eleven game nhbfedh Happy me~!

Recently, my mom got attacked by our cat that we had left in the village for a few years. The cat come cuddling at my mother and mother strokes him but later, he uses all his strength and suddenly bite my mother's palm and stuck his sharp claw into my mother's arm. Mother struggle her life and pushes that cat away and luckily, the cat was thrown away because of the large force my mom used to separate him and my mother's arm. You knwo what, my 20 years old male cousin who was drinking at the counter was surprised when the cat suddenly bite my mom and quickly jump ont the counter. If it weren't for him throwing a large can full of unopened condensed sweetener at the cat in which the cats lucky since the can didn't hit him, I'm sure the cat will quickly try to attack my mother again after the strong blown off mother gave him. Here's the pic. My mom's hand looked like a stitched zombie.

I got too many days to celebrate this year. You know Inazuma Eleven right? It's a soccer anime and since it's soccer, the character has their own jersey number. The game here is too combine 2 character that we want to pair up and we uses their number as date. I got too many Inazuma date to celebrate OTL TT^TT But I'm happy for it.. It just that.. I'll be 0.5 time busy to draw a "I celebrate this couple so that's why I celebrate this day" artwork.... I'm really good at transforming and making up words.

I'm really cold. Been in an air-conditioned room with the temperature below 17 degree Celcius the whole day. My hands are freezing so don't mind the spelling error though I doubt it since I often correct my spelling mistakes before publishing the post.

I've found a new enemy. At FB, I've found a few people that loves Inazuma Eleven but not as much as I do. Their fandom are stupid and only cared for the characters rather than the whole story, plot and concept. Seriously, they're getting the whole fandom thing wrong!!! I had only realized this when I got added into a group for Inazuma fan. They often talk about their OC being lovey-dovey with the Inazuma character, kissing and hugging. It's all just too yucky. I prefer to keep everything in folder. I'm not mixing Inazuma character with real life even if it's the end of the world. Anime is anime, reality is reality. I do love some characters but not to the point to insert my own OC into the story. Okay, I've did that before but I regret it and it's never happening again. Pinky swear. A few people at likes the same character as I do and it seems like they're taking a competition out of me by seeing whose love is better. What do they know about being a fan? I've tried my best to take care of multiple account, keeping in touch with the update, knowing the character's name until the basic of everything. What do they know? Fangirling and Yaoi-shipping! I'm really frustrated with them, I really am.

Gahhhhh, Inazuma Eleven GO Character song's is out, I'm so happy!

My homeworks.....they kill!!!!

That's all for my omegasupersuperextralongnotimerant. Thank you for reading!

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Stupid me for calling my bro stupid.. Well arh.. I just can't stand someone insulting me being an ultimate fan of something nyan~

BTW, this week is kinda hard on me. My breathing difficulties had become worst without anyone but me noticing, causing me to sleep late because of this uneasiness. Believe what, I didn't sleep at all yesterday and I've been sleeping around 3-4 in the morning this recent week.

Well... It's because of my manga fetish and stalking people at night that I sleep late and the breathing dificulties is just a part of it hoho.


December is hard on me. There's lotsa artwork to do... For birthday gift, contest, request, art trading game hosted by a famous group.... Not to forget for self pleasure. That's why I doodle a lot these days....

Still ongoing with my visual novel.

Ah... My brother had already apologizes =w= I love you my bro
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What should I write?

Oh, I have an important public exam next year and here I am.. Relaxing with my life while my friends study with pride... I lack of pride....Haha....

Practise to draw the guys from InaGO. Could also be counted as doodle.

 This is me wearing the pink ribbon Mazaya, Atira and Safar bought for me. I love it girls TTvTT (tears of joy)

 Drew this yesterday. I was drawing and my laptop crashed... Luckily when I redo the art, it turned out better than before... I made this to show how I reacted when the laptop's crashed.

 I always love Inazuma Eleven and this is the sequel; Inazuma Eleven GO. This is my favorite non-official-but-to-be-one-I-hope pairing OwO. Shindou Takuto X Yamana Akane.
I was practising writing Japanese so here's the translation:

Shindou Takuto: Ya-Yamana-san! I'm trying to make a call here!

Yamana Aakane: Eh? But I like you Shin-sama~

 This is the different between myself when becoming an animé fan and becoming a game fan.

Making My own Game

Hahahaha.. From now on, I'll be spamming my posts with my drawings... == Okay, basically not ALL my will-be post. Only if I feel like it or just to get the boredom from your brain while reading my posts. Okay, I'll shut up and you read, a deal?

Basically, I've downloaded a FREE, FULL and COMPLETELY SAFE software to make Visual novel. Thank you Ren'py *tears of glory*

Wait...

What? You don't know what's a Visual Novel is?

Well...It can't be helped but you do know anime, right?

What'd ya mean with 'What is anime?'?!

WHAT?!!! Seriously, you don't know them?

Whoo....How do I put this....

Well, do you know cartoon?

Why am I starting every line with the letter W? Okay, I'll note that for the next line.

Oh... so you know cartoon. 

Anime is just like them.. Only that it's  a common term for Japanese-published cartoon.

And, anime is much more plot-ty? rather than some random episodes cartoon have.

They even have cute eyes, unlike the big white circles with a black dot.

Okay, I think you got the point.

Unlike anime, a visual novel uses a person's point of view in which that's the player's character. The story follows a plot with a few scenes that requires the player to choose a decision. It could be either sentences or actions and this will affects the plot... A LOT. So... if you are still blank with my explanation -I did try my best though- Go Google It!

Okay, back to the story, I am currently learning how to use that software and guess what? Soon enough, I'll be doing my own visual novel!!! *claps*

So, the plot of my story is in Japanese Edo period but the characters will mainly have England's Victorian dress and suit with them... Hrm... Genre... 9 years old and above? Wait a minute, that's the rating. Well, the genre will be fantasy, romance and shoujo (japanese terms for girl). This novel have a 87% chance of being released in two forms. One is malay and the other being English. Please look forward to it -bow-

Re://Edit//: Gosh, so many grammar mistakes. FIXED!

Artwork

Meh.. I only upload stuff I've uploaded onto dA so you won't see any behind the scene here. I hope you understand.
[Artworks are sorted alphabetically based on the weird names I gave]
All done by me. Don't attempt me as an art thieve or I'll report that as a prank call.