My Weird Dream

Last night, I dream something weird.

I dream that me, Hanis, Shalin and Safar is inside a video game. At first we fought a giant gorilla and Fideo from Inazuma Eleven helped me but he lose and injured badly (parody of episode 116 I guess) then Fideo's team, Orpheus run toward a tree (I guess this is from episode 98).

I refresh and replay the game. I undo Fideo's step and found myself inside a store along with Hanis and Shalin. There is a leak at the wall and we decided to destroy the wall and Kaboom! Once the wall is destroy, water flooding out but soon it disappears and reveals 5 giant gorillas sleeping behind the wall but are awakened because the water is gone now. Hanis and Shalin ran away searching for help. I delay the gorillas by fighting them using umbrellas and everything I could get.

The first gorilla I fought was a female disco-dancing gorilla. The second one is a male France gorilla. I forgot the third and the fourth but they are male. Last one is a male ballet-dancing gorilla. but I beat them all. Just at the right time where I'm lazy to do anything, my brother waked me up. Good because there's no need for me to be in that dream fighting with 5 weird crazy Omega giant gorillas anymore. XD.

My Teenage Life

Other than Anime, I am also a fan of some actors, just like normal teen does.

I am a fan of Dylan and Cody Sprouse (the twin from Zack and Cody), Demi Lovato, Selina Gomez, Brenda Song.

Demi Lovato is my role model. She support the 'no bully' campaign and her songs are great! Her voice pitch is better now but I occasionally prefer her sweet girl look from CR1.

Selena Gomez is cute and I love her carefree attitude. She manages to bring out the 'I'm so stubborn little sister' in Wizards in Waverly Place.

I just love the Sprouse twin. They are fun, awesome, great actors, not to mention cool, cute and handsome XP. OMG They are OMEGA handsome and cute!!! Just copying the crazy fangirls scream.

That's all 4 now! BYE!!~ (Owh, I'm dying of this fan stuff)

Hi for Now.

Currently I'm doing my homework (in front of the laptop? Yeah right!). I downloaded BearShare and while doing my work I am listening to Discotheque Love, Abdolence (or whatever it spells), Bad Apple, Juvenile, Blue Bird, and many more Anime and Vocaloid songs. Ja~ This is kind of short but well.... whatever! Bye!~!

My BFF

I like to use acronyms and for best friend I would like to use BF but people will mistaken it as boyfriend so I'll just have to use BFF. In SMAB, my BFF are Safar and Shalin.

Well, it always ended up 2 and not more than that. In SKP TLDM II; it's Hanis and Anis. Safar is really understanding and always with me. Thank you Safar. Well, we will laugh everytime she said ' ntah ler nyah'. LOL XD. Then there's Shalin. She is a very good actress and I like working with her in movies. In Rumpelstiltskin, her acts looks really real and touching even though her English is not much, I'm saying that she's really talented even with disadvantage. That's all for today...Bye.

I Know What You Think of Me Last Year

I know.. Many people hate me. Say all you want, I'm arrogant, bossy, haters, selfish and blablablabla so whateveryouthinkofme. I really hate people, yes I do but I can't hate someone forever, sooner or later, my heart soften. Just like last year, when I said I hate boys, now I don't really care about that fact cause now I have lotsssss of boy from Inazuma Eleven. I'm doing my best in class.

I believe some may have 'get it' from me... You know, the lecture or whatever.

1. I admit that I hate sweeping the floor, it's because I like something faster than looking at the floor, that's why.
2. I admit there's someone that I hate cause his friends relate me with him last year but now I don't really care about it anymore.... It's something (I don't know? Foolish to be angry with it?) that it's unsure. Probably his friend just hanging around teasing me... Just like how they tease me with Pak Kadok. XD Hahahha Good Time...
3. I don't really like phone cause there aren't many gadget to it and it's hard to type in. Furthermore, I don't use phone so often. For me, my phone is so last year cause I only uses a phone a lot last year, this year I used laptop more than a phone (is what I meant). So I don't involve anyone in this.
4. About the blog-making incident, I was tired that time but actually it was fun. Making blog for my friends. I was just angry cause my internet was like OMEGA slow that time and then when Ms didn't receive the URL, I need to open the Ymail again. To my friends, I'm not angry with you, just felt guilty with your words that I didn't manage to get your trust.
5. Last one, I did tell A***r that the girls talk behind his back. Did I mentioned that the girls I said also including me? I said that we hate him so much that we wanted to put 'I hate you' banner and dogs in front of the class? Hahahah Good time...Good time... I said MY name too. Well whatever... what past is past right? If you want to forgive me or not, it's up to you.

Thank You very much.

What should I write?

I opened a few blofgs and I envied them when they inserted their info and all about the games they played. Well, I played a lot of games but....Urm.... None of the interesting one had been finished. Most: Stucked

Half: Hard

Few: Childish game that I won a lot of time...

I have a PS2 (more like my brother's PS2) and a PSP (yet again, that's my mother's PSP).... Urm.. I have a laptop! But no good games....

Games that I played:

PS2

• Crazy Frog Race 2 (keep winning but the CD's broken)
• Super monkey ball adventure (hard)
• Naruto Uzumaki Chronicle (hard)
• Rayman Raving Rabbit (keep winning)
• Dawn of Mana (hard and broken)
• Winx Club (XP Hard)
• Ar Tonelico (hard, broken)
• Ar Tonelico 2 (stucked)
• Barbie (XP Keep winning)
• Wild Arms (hard. If anyone played this game, can you tell me how to get out from that place after you've found/fought Yulie's brother?)
• Kingdom Hearts II (Hard, broke)
• D.O.N /Dragon Ball. One Piece. Naruto\ (Random fighting game but I never win against my brother)
• Tekken 4

PSP

• Bomber man (Hard, never win, only my parents play this)
• Tekken 4
• Dinner Dash (I won it like a million time)
• I'm planning to buy Princess Maker and Vocaloid; Project Diva next.

LAPTOP

• Most are Dinner Dash, Cooking Dash, Wedding Dash, Parking Dash.... Ara~

Picture for life!

I love drawing so I scanned '1/4 of them' into the laptop. As for the color, I used Adobe Photoshop though I'm just a newbie. Everything is made by me, color by me with no help from anyone.

Her clothing shows tomboyishness? I think the color is too dark but yet too bright, guess I'll have to re-do it later.

This is the cover for my comic; Yume Ni Otogi. Did I mentioned that I'm lazy? Hoho, I did~ That's why I'm lazy to finish the coloring. It's hard to color it since there are many line and my hands always shake when cutting that line and it always... you know... wander off and I need to start the cutting again.
This is what I call success. The color and everything's fine in place. I design this girl with the image of shy and ice so I named her Aise and there's her sister; Faiya (fire). If you wanted to see the pic, open link hereThis image is inspired by Inazuma Eleven Girls. I drew Haruna, Aki, Touko, Fuyuka. The colors are too bright but I guess it's okay. I'll post the picture once I finish coloring it 'kay?
I miss everything during 2010-. It's so fun and everything, I mean nothing can last forever right? Here's my dedication for the past.

My mother in her early age.

This is on 2006/2007. I can't remember. I'm the girl in the ponytails. This was taken during our trip to Semporna, Sabah. as we all would say; Cuti2 Malaysia.
Cute isn't it? My mother and father at the early age og their marriage. This time my mother& father was still 25 something. This place is at the chalet beside Mt. Kinabalu.
Congrats! My mother lead the aerobic team and they won 1st place!! Good Luck and KMF!
I love my parents! My mother is so pretty (usually I said that to myself) and my father is just handsome. LOL XP No kidding!
My make up looks really awful in this! The gown is like Omega cute but well....Nope...I'm still cute no matter which angle you look at me.

My Father and Mother on 2009 to Teluk Batik.From left; Sis Onna, Sis Jureen, Brother Awie, Ira, Me! They are all my cousins. Love you'll so much!!
My mother and my grandmother.
Me and my favorite cousin; Nur Anizza Ira Natasha.
Ara~ The memories back then from year 2009. This is at SK Seri Selamat if I'm not mistaken during the Kerjaya week.

Vocaloid

I often enters Vocaloid song lately haa? Hahah. Well if you want to know what is Vocaloid, I'll tell you. -I don't own Vocaloid.-

Vocaloid is a voice synthesizer and called the voice of the future. There are many kinds and types of Vocaloid, each with different gender and genre. Each Vocaloid are sold separately; Miku Hatsune, Rin/Len Kagamine, Gumi, Kaito, Gakupo, Luka Megurine etc.

Every Vocaloid has a voice on its own.

1. Miku's voice is high; suits a teenage girl at the age of 16. She is the pop genre.
2. Rin/ Len Kagamine are reflections of a voice of a girl and boy in the age of 14, so their voice can vary.
3. Luka has a voice of a mature woman and she is special in Jazz.
4. Blablabla..... I am so lazy to write more example.

To use the Vocaloid, you must first buy a Vocaloid. I don't have one but I guess it is a CD, sold in a box just like Kaspersky Anti-Virus and have a manual in them. Choose your Vocaloid carefully since if you wanted Jazz and you choose the Kagamine's, the result may be disappointing. Most of the Vocaloids are Japanese so if you choose a Vocaloid with the greatest Japanese accent and make it sing English, it'll sound horrible.

I don't know how to use it but I know how it works. You enter some notes, lyrics and adjust the other, than the Vocaloid will automatically sing for you. Cool right? That's all.

About Me Part 2.

This is the about me part 2.

• I can put in a whole big biscuit into my mouth without cracking it. (Guess that becomes a habit)
• I have a migraine
• I love Japanese songs better than Malay and English
• I like blond teen male celebrities (minus Justin Bieber)
• I am the best at washing dishes and hanging the clothes.
• I like day-dreaming.
• I always sleep in a sleeping bed instead of blanket at night, on my bed.
• I am bad at posing.
• I am afraid of blood and sharp things, they make me shiver.
• I can eat 10 ice-cream in a row without stopping.
• I love animé if it's not obvious.

I'm not really that control-fame. I'm just a normal teen (child if you prefer). I watches Raja Lawak, normal movie but I rarely steps out of the house and often finish my time with readings online.

Alice of Human Sacrifice

This is it, like I said.

There was a small dream who wanted people to dream about it so it forced in people to come.

The first Alice (Meiko) kill everything in her way.

The second Alice (Kaito) sing horrible song that a man kill him.

The third Alice (Miku) created a weird world and she became the Queen.

The fourth Alice (Rin and Len) are very happy in the world but they met Meiko and she kill them, leaving their soul to stay there forever.

In my opinion, everyone actually died in there (including Miku although it wasn't stated) and the left of them are actually their souls, refered as sleeping within the little dream..... Pretty scary isn't it?

【Kagamine Len】 The Riddle Solver who can't solve Riddles ~.

I guess I'll be posting songs a lot!! This is another song sung by Len Kagamine. This song is continued with Rin's song; The Riddler Who Won't Solve Riddle. This is kind of the dark song cause it's about killing and stuff but I like it! It's about a detective/riddler (Len) who helped a girl (Rin) to solves the sudden murder in her family. In the end, Len asked; Who is the culprit (well, yeah... He asked that many times in the song) and he said to Rin; name the person in front of you now! Say my name!! Run away before this hand kills you!" I'll be posting Alice of Human Sacrifice next. I loove killing, killing and dark song... Just like the Mozaik Role..

Eat!

Gobble, gobble, munch, munch, eat, eat is all what I do. I can't stop eating though my appearance doesn't change (except for my weight!!!) My weight has gained a LOOOOOT since last year and this lot is above 5 or probably more than 10 kilos! Everyone will know this sooner or later so here it is, my weight has gained 11 kilos since Jan last year. I know, it is bad~ But I can't stop eating!! I loves peanut (peanut butter, chocolate with nuts and roasted almonds etc.), chocolate (chocolate, cakes, chocolate ice-cream ) and believes me, I can finishes half of the Milo ice-cream stick that my mother made in less than a day. I can finishes more than that but I have to share too~. Soon I'll be like Miku, munching leeks but it's OMEGA cute!!! 1 leek, 2 leeks, 3 leeks.... Muahahahaha

Words of Disagreement.

Some words are fun to say..... As a joke!! Well, I was educated since child to be polite and I have never said any bad words. Some fan-fic I read, they inserted these 'bad' words such as the f word, b word, s word and many more which I don't really have to write. If they know what these words meant, they will go Astaghfirullahalazim. Just like what happened when I saw those words. Well, I wish they can tape their mouth and end it with a great wash of soap. Don't forget the 'please'. That's all I wanted to say. It's been a week for me to say that but you know, my Amnesia....

A Preview of "I am SOOO Cute!!"

Hello! This is the cute sapphirez speaking. Here's a poem or song if you prefer that I made for someone special. Guess who? ME!!!

I think I am really cute

But then again I don't really think that way

Because I KNOW I am CUTE!

A cute but pretty chic is walking in school

Nobody notices her except for ME

Practice makes perfect is what I said

But I am perfect, intelligent, cute, pretty and

Hey!! Sapphirez! Stop it!! Hello guys, sapphirez speaking, that was the narcissistic me who wrote everything. I am Really Really sorry and I want to apolog....Arghh!!!

Sigh*. Hey guys, it's me, the cute sapphirez. I don't know what's up with Sapphirez. All she knows is to write boring stuff and blablabla.....

No I'm not! Yes you do! Not! Do! Not! Do! ...... Finally, Sapphirez has given up to argue with the cute..

Ugly.....

Pardon me?

You are ugly.

Wha---?

You not that cute, you're ugly. At least I'm the one who's smart. If you wanted it so much, create your own blog!!! Don't destroy mine!! Wha? What are you doing? I need to delete your words!! Don't push the publish butto

About Me

• This year, I am 14.
• Studying in the first/top class for 8 graders at school.
• Love Anime
• After the word 2 and annoying is brothers.
• My father is a navy+body builders.
• My mother is a beautiful lady.
• I wears spectacles.
• Narcissistic
• I don't have any interest in boys (real-life) outside the Anime world (animated).
• Born on October 8th.
• Have a really great imagination
• Love reading manga, watching Anime, reading fan-fictions.
• Don't like lovey-dovey stories/novels.
• I am lazy when it come to doing works.
• I am a fan of.... What artist do I like? None I guess XP.
• Favorite word is Yarete~
• When people says -you are really mean/ you are cheap and -my answer will be +I know I am.
• I dislike to say bad words.
• Love arts, maths.
• Never tries to argue with the future lawyer.
• Languages I know: Malay, English, Chinese (Mandarin), Japanese, German.
• Favorite ice-cream flavors +Peppermint
• Childish, serios, arrogant, big-head, bossy, smart, playful and like to laugh.
• Authoring a few books, drawing manga
• Dreams are to become a lawyer, learns ICT and Cooking
• Weird dreams are: To enter the Anime world, to have Fubuki from IE as a BF, to make magic, to become a fairy/witch, to be good in soccer and create Hissatsu techniques.
• If you have read the above, everything is self-proclaimed and current. May change in the near future.

The Lyrics For Servant of Evil.

(Watch the videos at my previous post for infos.)

ENGLISH LYRICS

*You are my lady

I am your servant

Destiny divided pitiful win

If it's to protect you

I'll become evil for you*

Expectations were expected from

The two of us since e were born

The bell of church blessed us

For selfish adult's reason

Our future was ripped in two

$Even if all the world

Becomes your enemy

I will still protect you....

So just be there

Smiling and laughing$

(Repeat Chorus *)

When I visited the neighboring country

I happened to see a green girl walking in the city

With her kind voice and smiling face

I fell in love at first sight

But if the princess wishes that girl to die

I will answer that

Though I wonder why my tears won't stop

You are my lady

I am your servant

"Today's snack is Brioche"

You laugh

A laugh that was ever so innocent

Before long

The angry townspeople will

Probably overthrow us

Even if

We so rightly deserves this

Despite that

I will defy that

"Here, I will lend you my clothes"

"Wear this and escape immediately"

"It'll be alright, we are twin

No one will notice"

I am a lady

You are a fugitive

If you are proclaimed as evil

Then I also have the same

Evil blood running through these veins

A long time ago

In a certain place

Evil people lived in a kingdom

And there ruling over all the throne

Was my very cute sibling

(Repeat chorus $)

(Repeat chorus *)

If I could be reborn

At that time

I would like to play with you again

MALAY LYRICS

*Awaklah puan saya

Saya hamba awak

Nasib membahagikan kembar yang kasihan

Kalau ianya untuk melindungi awak

Saya sanggup menjadi jahat untuk awak*

Harapan diharap pada

Kita berdua sewaktu lahir

Loceng gereja memberkati kita

Sikap pentingkan diri orang dewasa

Masa depan kita dikoyak dua

$Walaupun seluruh dunia

Menjadi musuh awak

Saya akan melindungi awak

Supaya awak disitu

Senyum dan ketawa

(Ulang korus *)

Apabila saya melawat negara jiran

Saya ternampak gadis hijau berjalan di bandar

Dengan suara baiknya dan senyuman di muka

Saya jatuh cinta pandang pertama

Tetapi kalau puteri mahukan dia mati

Saya akan lakukannya

Saya tidak tahu kenapa saya tidak boleh berhenti menagis

Awaklah puan saya

Saya hamba awak

"Snek hari ini ialah Brioche"

Gelak awak

Gelak yang sungguh tidak berdosa

Tak lama lagi

Penduduk yang marah

Akan melepasi kita

Walaupun

Kita patut menerima ini

Namun begitu

Saya akan menafikannya

"Sini, saya beri pakaian saya"

"Pakai ini dan larikan diri"

"Jangan risau, kita adalah kembar

Tiada siapa yang akan perasan"

Saya adalah puan

Awak adalah hamba

Kalau awak dikatakan jahat

Saya juga mempunyai

Darah jahat yang sama di dalam diri

Pada waktu dahulu

Di sebua kawasan

Orang jahat tinggal di sebuah kerajaan

Yang memerintah takhta adalah

Adik saya yang sangat comel

(Ulang korus $)

(Ulang korus *)

Kalau saya dilahirkan semula

Pada waktu itu

Saya nak bermain bersama awak lagi

Sorry for my Malay. It sounded like Indon but that is what you'll get if the lyrics is changed.

Len - Servant of Evil (english subbed)

This is one of the song from Vocaloid. Sung by Kagamine Len and Kagamine Rin. This song is Servant of Evil, the continuation for the song the Daughter of Evil. I cried when I hear/read this song. This is about an evil princess who is very selfish (portrayed by Kagamine Rin). She has a servant that look exactly like her (portrayed by Kagamine Len). Len is actually Rin's twin but they were separated since child. Even though Rin is evil, Len always sees the innocent and soft side of her and as the song said 'If it's to protect you, I'll become evil for you'.

Rin falls in love with a prince in blue but he loves the girl in green in the land of green. At the same time, Len also falls in love with the girl in green. Rin is jealous towards the girl in green so she ordered her people to find the girl. Rin couldn't find the girl in green so she ordered her army to destroy the land of green instead, many peoples died. The girl in green is saved by Len, who put her in a well but soon, Rin ordered Len to kill the girl. Len obeyed it although he loved the girl in green.

Soon, a lady in red, the girl in green's sister and the prince in blue starts to rebel against Rin along with the other angry peoples and Rin is said to be execute (cut her head in public). In the last minute, Len changes outfit with Rin since they look alike and before he is going to be killed, he said Rin's favorite phrase "Oh my, it's time for snack".

In the end, Len wished that he can be with Rin and serve her again. ( I cried!! This song is so touching!!)

What is Aim?

Aim. First of all, before you aim, you must know what is AIM. Aim is what we want to achieve, reach, target. Before we does something, we must AIM. I have aim. Too many aim. Why do I aim? Because I want to achieve, to believe in something that we never does, that's why I aim. Even hunters need to aim before they shoot, that's why you must aim before you try. Without any aim, your work/job/activity stopped halfway. My aim is to learn many languages, finish my Japanese learning, get straight A's and that's why I told you it was too many, there are more actually. Our group's movie; Scorophyx Phyruzz will be completed before June. We are going to start the shooting next week or later. Goodbye!!

Today for the Cross Country

Hello! Today we had the cross country competition and I'm in Bendahara. GO! Today was quite different from the others. Probably because it was cloudy, cold and morning. Im in group D; Female under 15. It was quite fun cutting the line (though everything hurts). I drank 4 glasses of syrup just now and seems like a bug entered my glass (telling me to stop that is). You know what? During the pize giving ceremony, Bendahara got the first place.... (YAY!!) from the back. LOL XD. That was OMEGA not funny! I don't know what to write anymore.... My amnesia comes back~. Well, BYE..

The Load for 2011.

Yarete~ is the word that I often uses meaning 'ouch', 'oh my' and something comparable with. 2011 and I'm 14, sometimes I didn't realizes how much did everything change but one thing I'm sure about is that my childish personality never changed. LOL. Well, new starts of the year starts with 3 letter> LOH; Loads of homeworks. The teachers are trying to kill us. Well, it doesn't really killed me but it's a lot!! I can't believe that I'm already 14! Well, do believe it but I don't act like 14! My hobby is to laugh? I don't know why but I am quite a narcissist and often proud of myself (probably that's why I laughed a lot~) I have a lot to tell you but too bad, I have amnesia and I forgot things very easily. I'll tell you next time when I remembered. Bye!!!

2011! New Year, New Wish!

Hello, it might have been a little too late for saying Happy New Year but daa~ whatever... I want to enter a lot of competitions this year, not to mention that I aim to complete my homeworks everyday. I'm just back from jogging 2 hours ago, I ran 2 rounds around the NAVY base in order to get fit, healthy and to win the 'Merentas Desa' competition. For the truth, I prefer studying that isn't in the textbooks, I want to know what I wanted to know. For example, I learned about the Greek Goddess, history of every fairy tales there is, learning further information about movies and my favorite is to learn the name of disease. I learned masochistic, narcissistic, claustrophobia, split personality and I'm planning to learn more. These are the only types that is related to medicine and doctors that I like. I have a fear of blood so I can't meet with other people's blood or I'll go dizzy, had a fever and I can even feels the pain the injured person felt. Last year, I'm kind of traumatized when the whole school called me Pak-Kadok. I have a negative side which is I like to keep all the problems to myself in order to make people happy. I have a half split personality. I am half conscious in this state. I will become lost for a second, I realizes what I am doing but I'm not controlling my body. After that, I'll have a quick amnesia and forget what I did. Ah, I did told you about my negatives side right? If you met me and I'm laughing without any reasons, don't be weird cause that's my way of releasing my tension (although it's not really working). That's all 4 today. I still have homeworks to do. Jã ne.