2011! New Year, New Wish!

Hello, it might have been a little too late for saying Happy New Year but daa~ whatever... I want to enter a lot of competitions this year, not to mention that I aim to complete my homeworks everyday. I'm just back from jogging 2 hours ago, I ran 2 rounds around the NAVY base in order to get fit, healthy and to win the 'Merentas Desa' competition. For the truth, I prefer studying that isn't in the textbooks, I want to know what I wanted to know. For example, I learned about the Greek Goddess, history of every fairy tales there is, learning further information about movies and my favorite is to learn the name of disease. I learned masochistic, narcissistic, claustrophobia, split personality and I'm planning to learn more. These are the only types that is related to medicine and doctors that I like. I have a fear of blood so I can't meet with other people's blood or I'll go dizzy, had a fever and I can even feels the pain the injured person felt. Last year, I'm kind of traumatized when the whole school called me Pak-Kadok. I have a negative side which is I like to keep all the problems to myself in order to make people happy. I have a half split personality. I am half conscious in this state. I will become lost for a second, I realizes what I am doing but I'm not controlling my body. After that, I'll have a quick amnesia and forget what I did. Ah, I did told you about my negatives side right? If you met me and I'm laughing without any reasons, don't be weird cause that's my way of releasing my tension (although it's not really working). That's all 4 today. I still have homeworks to do. Jã ne.